Logos By The Sea

Logos By The Sea

Thursday, 18 April 2024

Princely Troubadours

Would be suitors

having migrated to your breeding pond
all the night long
you court us with your lively mating song

As we eavesdrop
on you troubadours of princely green
we marvel and wonder at the beauty
of the songs you sing for your beloved Queens

We imagine handsome green bodies
adorned with bronze and brown
holding banjos tightly
as you hop around

Your yellow throats bursting open
with hopeful songs of praise
for all eligible green ladies
with lovely long green legs

Long may you live
may your homes be filled with throngs
of charming little boys like you
who fill our nights with song.

Painting of Frog Making Music in the Moonlight - Artist Unknown

Wednesday, 6 February 2019

And the Bees, They Came ~ A Sabbath Breathing


In the stillness I closed my eyes
My mind caught hold of the moment
And I was transported in time and place to the edge of the pond

In the midst of softly speaking willow trees and bulrush sentinels
I beheld a Sabbath breathing
All around me God’s creations breathing witness into one another

All of creation was gathered in a communion of breath
Inhaling…exhaling  
An understanding of breath as an offering ~ as sacred, and Godly


~

In an act of communion, I opened myself to the blessing of breathy worship
Raising my arms and palms outward in this experience of the Holy
Offering trust ~ Seeking balance

And the bees, they came
Breathing Sabbath

Landing softly and tenderly as though to reassure
That I need not fear the weight of this untamed Sabbath liturgy

In the Breath of God we can carry the fullness of one another


Then softly and tenderly the little humming creatures 
While making new comb upon my outstretched palms
Led all of us pond-side parishioners in Psalm 148



“Let them praise the name of the Lord,
for God commanded and they were created.

God established them forever and ever;


















Wednesday, 14 June 2017

The Winds of Change Have Come


Our Mother hung our clothes out on the line

All year round

In the winter, clothes frozen on the line would be brought in and hung in the kitchen over our indoor line where the heat from our wood stove would finish the drying process

Our Mother loved the smell of the clothes fresh off the line
If you asked her why she would say, "Because they smell like the wind."

She loved the wind

Always when leaving the house as she stepped outside
Her first act would be to stop, sniff and taste the air
Sometimes she’d sniff, taste and move forward without a word
But other times she’d make us stop and pay attention
With a Mother’s authority she’d say, “Stop. Smell that. The winds of change have come.”

As a child, I simply accepted that sometimes the wind shared things with our Mother. As a teenager, I must admit to finding her way and manner of approaching life at times embarrassing and I longed to have my sweaters and jeans smell like Downy, the fabric softener all the other Mothers seemed to be using at the time.

But I marvel now

And I see the substantive gift she gave us
In her insistence in hanging the wash year round
In her rituals
Her stopping and tasting the air around her before moving forward, her digging in the earth every spring and summer and planting new life

Environmentally respectful, yes.

But it was more than that for her

In amongst the flow and flap of sheets and clothes on the line
In amongst the garden rows of freshly greening life
In the pause just beyond our door
Our Mother was showing us faithfulness
To her Creator
To her own nature
She was showing up…listening
Wanting to Commune with Spirit
And trusting that Spirit was wanting to commune with her

At the clothes line
At her doorway
In her Garden
In her Joy, in her Struggle and in her Pain
The Holy Spirit was alive to our Mother

In the elemental
In the Earth, the Air, the Fire, and the Water

That was our Mother’s truth about God.

Thursday, 17 November 2016

The Unfolding of a Story

When we get to unfold the pages of our story with someone who remains by our side and does not run from the magnitude of it.

And when we get to see our story through the honest and compassionate eyes of another, an illumination takes place that validates us and lights up the corners and edges of our stories. The chapters in our life-stories no longer remain fixed. An intimacy is invoked and Ruah enters in bringing the breath of life animating the space and the meaning in and between the lines.

Old paragraphs, verses, and lines start to breathe again and there is an expansion and a softening in our hearts that allows for seeds of a new perspective to be planted.

 An internal gestation takes place and our stories become pregnant with new meaning and hope. They light the way to a deeper understanding of our meaning and purpose.


Porous Creatures

Earlier this year Jim surprised me with an ancestry.ca dna kit and signed me up for an ancestry.ca account. With a spirit of adventure and with much anticipation I sat at the computer and logged into my account for the first time.

Since the Howatt family tree had already been charted, I had decided to explore my mother's side of the family (MacDonald) first. It amazed me how quickly I was led to my maternal grandparent's information and to my mother's name simply by adding the area where my mother had been born. 

However, I discovered her name had been abbreviated to "Marg" and my immediate excitement shifted to annoyance. My mother called us by our full names, so it was important to me that her full name, Marguerite Alexandra, should be reclaimed.

New to the site I looked for ways to edit information, to restore the fullness of my mothers name, but being new to the site I couldn't find an edit option, so I made a conscious decision to put in my own information and come back to it the following day. So I entered my name and current address, and then clicked back to review the page containing my maternal grandparents, and my mother's and her siblings information before closing.

AND

I was surprised to see my mother's name was no longer Marg, but now was listed as Marguerite.
I don't know how the site's technology allows for such shifts of subtle (not so subtle to my heart) changes and I don't need to know. My focus is on another shift that started unfolding in that moment...a deeper awareness of our potency and how our actions, even small ones, can affect another.

As I unfolded my story, so to was my mother's story affected. Marguerite's Story.

The Mi'kmaq believe that as we heal our lives, we heal the lives of our ancestors seven generations back and we also help heal future generations to come.

And that belief now envelops me with a more personal and deeper meaning.

As porous creatures, each of us an assemblage of over one hundred trillion cells, it is our nature to be affected, to affect and to respond. And although not all of life's situations and occurrences are of our choosing, we do get to choose how we respond: if we are reactionary, or if we move prayerfully and thoughtfully...aware of ourselves, aware of others, and alive to the fullness our choices.